Monday, 24 October 2011

• Beauty from pain <3

   

  I know what it’s like to want to die.

  How it hurts to smile.

  How you try to fit in but you can’t.

  how you hurt yourself on the outside

  to kill the things on the inside.

  

  the majority of the time, 

  a pretty face does not mean a pretty heart.

  but sometimes a pretty face hides a lot.

   

   

   

  

   

  

   

  yeah, i know, she's bleeding, but dont blame it on a knife, 

  the only thing that's cutting her is the battle she calls life.

   

  

  I'll start letting my guard down when people stop giving me 

  reasons to keep it up

   

   

  

  Trust is like an eraser. it gets smaller and smaller after every mistake.

   

  

  

   

  I miss the days when tying my shoes was the hardest thing to do.

  Now it's learning how to smile when everything inside tells me to cry.

   

  

  

  

   

  I drag myself out of nightmares each morning and find there's no relief 

  in waking.

   

  

  

  

  Behind every bitch is a girl who got tired of being broken.

  
  

  

   

  You think you want to die.
  But really you just want to be saved. <3

   

   

   

  

   

  
  I think that at some time we've all thought it's funny

   to call someone stupid or tell them that they'll never get it right,,

   the people around you may laugh at your insult, 

  the person you're insulting may also laugh.

   But you don't know what happens when they get home. 

  You've never been them so you don't know 

  how much an 'innocent' remark actually gets to them 

   

  

  

  Damaged people are dangerous,
  Because they know they can survive

   

   

  

  

  

  (i would never wish this on someone ^^ because i 

  would never ever want someone to hate themselves

  so badly..)

   

  

  

   

  Everybody is always so fucking “fine”
  But we are not.
  Sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and

   nearly completely shattered and this, sir,

   is not what one calls fine.

   

   

  

  
  

  

   

  

   

  Some people are just born with tragedy in their blood.

   

   

  

   

   

  

   

  You can only put the past away for so long, there will be days it comes rushing back.

   

  
  

  

  

  Sometimes the strongest people in the morning 

  are the people who cried all night.

  

  

  You can only put the past away for so long,

   there will be days it comes rushing back.

   

   

  

   

  

   

   

  Pain makes people change.

   

  

  i have the thickest skin of anyone you'll ever meet.

  no one can say anything about me I haven't heard

  a million times before.

  

  

   

   

  I wish I could show you the hell you put me through.

  then maybe for once in your life you could see how it feels to 

  be made a fool of, to be made a slut. and to have everyone 

  saying shit about you that they knew nothing about. i just want 

  you to understand what that feels like.

   

   

  

  

   

  

  And all i ever needed was someone to come around and

  tell me that I have suffered long enough.

  

   

  

  sometimes you need to hit that lowest point of being sad,

  the point where you can't take it anymore

  and you completely lose yourself,

  to finally get back up on your feet again.

   

   

  

  Sometimes when we think we are keeping a secret, that secret is actually keeping us. Frank warren

   

  

  

  

  Don't judge my journey till you've walked my path.

  

  

   

  Strong: when a girl has been broken so many times in 

  so many ways. and she's hurting.

  all she wants to do is cry. and all she can think about

  is the people who did it and how much she cares 

  for them. and yet this girl still goes out, still smiles,

  still laughs, and she acts to make everyone around 

  her believe she is happy. and they do.

  that is strong.

  

  

  

  It is loneliness that makes the loudest noise.

   

  

  

  

  She feels like somehow someone always finds a way

  to bring her down, like she's never good enough

  for everyone and they all just see right through her.

   

  

  

  

   

  No amount of pushing people down will

  get you where you want to go.

   

  

  

  

  The darkest secrets are always the ones closest to home.

  

  

  Never underestimate the pain of a person because the

  truth is everyone is struggling.

  it's just some people hide it better than others.

   

  

  

  Every second is a chance to turn your life around.

  

  

  Anything that doesn't kill you will only make you stronger.

   

  

   

  (true ^^, because they are proof that i battled myself.

  because they are proof that things can get bad.

  because they are reminders that i wanted to die.

  because they are reminders that i survived

  when some didnt.

  because they show me i can survive when things 

  get bad again.

  They show me i deserve to be happy and nothing can 

  break me that bad again. )

   

  So I'm going to give you some advice...

  

   

  

   

  

   

  

   

  AND JUST BE HAPPY!

   

  i dont know what you are going through. 

  but trust me when i say this. i have went through shit too.

  a ton of terrible, devastating shit. but i am alive. 

  i made it through. i took everything hard and i truly 

  wanted to die. and there are some days where it all comes

  back to me. and all i feel is pain and hurt. but i did survive.

  and i know i still will. if you need help. get it. people won't know

  you are in pain if you don't tell them. if you feel like you 

  cant tell a parent. tell a teacher. a preacher. a friend. anybody.

  you can survive too. i know you can. i have faith in you.

   

  
  

  
  

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